they aren't stars they're bright pairs of eyes looking back at you packs of them the fox ears and black noses hidden in the night sky but where are their paws? is it one of them we're walking on or do several half-hid in water move the planet? when they see me i wonder if they're indifferent thinking i'm too small to eat or if i'm somehow growing as my ears enlarge with age and my teeth lengthen and they're waiting for my ears to point my teeth to grow longer and sharpen the skin on my nose to moisten and sensitize and for me to one morning awaken in darkness look down fascinated and be part of the pack part of their pack part of a packfrom Purgatorial (2004)
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Fox Eyes in the Night Sky
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Friday, November 22, 2013
What Saw
art is large floors brought to crowds and workshops three exhibits attract films seasons art along influences it was heart orphanage yet another canonization calamity of downtown royalty survivor house and you must walk through the showroom grew up to be a new york journalist thousands of immigrants arrived i see their eyes through eyes of my own the long deep line at the edge of the sea a young divorcee called civic dutyfrom Purgatorial (2004)
Friday, November 8, 2013
The Ancient Wine After Forty
being representative of than you expect the flying pig demons? the mouth goes middle age overpassed its roar off the top of your head where they raise on your back sophistry animal are you? naked have to do with alcohol have to do with sex over all the twirl for paranoids romance is stolen by young couples whom you subliminally hate the mouth left of thanatos someone marked taking knit flags someone else love built as strong as nation at will will probably never find that house are sold with streets imagining a curly forked tail growing off your ass at will not ghosts in love with forked and twirling streets will find yes will find that housefrom Purgatorial(2004)
Monday, October 21, 2013
Friday, September 27, 2013
Blues Sonnet
i like it it becomes you like sainthood like a hangover draped over your shoulder over your eyebrows over your smile a sense of inside your soul the bus ride of theory the laundry traveling to where you live skeletons at the bar playing dice at dusk so show me it doesn't have to be bleakness the wink of sainthood it becomes you like a silvered shadow over your shadow like a drink of water like the glisten of wet teethfrom Purgatorial (2004)
Thursday, September 12, 2013
The Terror
beware of bridges voles elephants stampeding around them men riding on the heads of delirious tigers feel bitter uh feel bitter uh people can't bring themselves to fly around this wreck past large guards who carry pitchforks watering cans the blueprints of post-siberian walls the living caskets of eggs and wish only for a radiator sandwich an air-conditioned malt what if yesterday you saw everything you ever loved riding the soft spikes of a dandelion? would you dream which river of wind would carry them and where they would go? would you wish for a small small canoe?from Purgatorial (1994)
Monday, September 2, 2013
HP Lovecraft Views the Mona Lisa
a year ago that smile i thought they'd painted onto you seemed stale like breath trapped inside a museum i thought it was paint but months' obsession abscessed in me and i felt unwhole unholy as if pieces of my soul were fitted into your mouth with chunks from souls of other centuries making your smile fuller deeper more mysterious and hungrierfrom Purgatorial (2004)
Sunday, August 25, 2013
His Story Lesson
why should i identify my salami with the ancient romans when i can identify it with italy beautiful peaceful italy all the many many miles of it?from Purgatorial (2004)
Monday, August 12, 2013
In My Dream I Threw
in my dream i threw the alarm clock away it went hurtling through space at my head from The Troubles (1993)
Friday, July 26, 2013
Gangsta Nietzsche
you can not conduct yourself in sanctuary like a saint
the blood goes off in your ears like bullets
your hand muscles squeeze
the neck of your newspaper's brain
to incoherent wrinkles
you the anger cocaining you
you are superman without philosophy
your flight you would have
is under the earth
conducted chilled without breathing
i dreamed
last night
that from the sidewalk i dove and flew
above the heads of businessmen
that gravity did not stop me
that friction did not tire me
that i looked up and saw the sky and soared
amongst its blue and the clarity of its clouds
you who would die in this
pile of superman shit:
that your whole trip
is to learn to fall down
that your death
is rapidfire and energizing
is bullshit
you who will be present
at your own funeral
fro The Troubles (1993)
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Your
j'annuary
fay brew airy
m'arch
ape rill
m'hey
jeune
jewel eye
a gust
say ptember
oxed over
no vember
this ember
from Purgatorial (2004)
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
A New Ring
last night the phone company came to the door
they were twelve hours late and at least a century behind
dry hay opaque
grew out from under their sleeves
they lined up along the walkway down the street
rings came out of their ears tears out of their mouths
down the street under a car church bells rang
lost pinecones fell asleep
the doors in my head opened and shut
all the voices i'd ever heard in my life
rang in the new year
from Purgatorial (2004)
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Ant Dreams
open your window to the wind
cats outside and
polar bear morning
send your darkness in boxes to the city
eyes in parade will continue
ant dreams
clocks remain
send your darkness
to the city
this is the city
this is the city
this is the city
from The Troubles (1993)
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Trees In The Pasture (for Judy)
if i were in a high place
where gold shivered like money mattered
and eyes shone
in incoming headlights
and people driving by looked low
and sneered
if my calendar
were stuck on one day
and were illustrated only
with black paper
if your halo
were seen bright as a hubcap
encircled with rhinestones
and a drop of black velvet
were behind all paintings of you
if seeing the world
were an organized religion
if chickens
spoke english
but never spoke to us
i would not have met you
even in a high place
would not even have dreamed of you
from The Troubles (1993)
Friday, May 31, 2013
National Anthem
the world's country
stretches
from east to west
and extends southward
its seacoast mainland
miles of islands
climates
while generally varies
a range
cities
centers
regions
and population are situated
is virtually uninhabitable
from The Troubles (1993)
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
The Scream
i've left it in there for now
with my teeth
somewhere inside
where alligators are tearing it up
please understand i do not want this scream
to be left for posterity
the points
of this scream
are too mean to be covered by anybody's hand
it bellows inside me
i will not let it at you
until i know it can cut you down
from The Troubles (1993)
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Reported Dreams
the third baseman of car lights
mother's other toe
reported dreams
nightmare problems
this neighborhood
the excitement of used lightning
she asked me
cleaners at four
this night this slice of
these streets are dangerous / backsliding
becoming me
there was no romance in this
still committed into bookstore
now even get it together where? how?
just something waiting for us
saw it in her eyes
perception of reality the night if only by a little
rainstorm home
she asked me if i could walk her one block home
this night this slice of foggy streetlights
still committed jurisdiction of the courts
there was no romance in this
and the streetlights weren't overtly scary
just something waiting for us
the fortune cookie fortune says:
when you have to deal with something
deal with it
i could see it in his eyes
has claws and waits for you just you
around a corner of your building and like it
oh how killer
abstracted as pass the salt
gotta stop that line drive
where? in one of the most beautiful cities on earth
rainstorm diets fade the bookstore perception of reality
killers roam streetwise dip long fingers
into public wells of abstract knowledge black lace and headlights
coming at you like a line drive
the third baseman of car lights
gotta stop it throw him out
in some persons this abstract forgetting
what would you call it?
as being part of themselves
lamplight haloes round entire neighborhood
paranoid rage they raise their toothpicks slowly
you know urban dangerous and sexy
like erroll flynn
as the walls bleed / killers make lace deep
in imagination /
in severe persons these nightmare problems
the first eight to ten years
when you deal with it
you just deal with it
if only a little sells then perception of night
dwells around your building like suffocation
we see monsters out there but their shadows
go a lot deeper
these haloes extortion of used roadblocks
they raise them how would you say?
extreme anxiety fun at the malt shop
in some persons eight to ten years
and now you seek them out
after that a lot cleaner /
feeling
lightbulbs come on
in their pants
they walk
zomboid and sexy
you
the perfect escorts
from The Troubles (1993)
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
sucking your blood
sucking your blood
like reverse gas pump
into his tank
under the tuxedo
dracula
oil
from The Troubles (1993)
Saturday, April 6, 2013
Inside the Harbor
in death its eyes were still open
neither one of us could get it to speak true
a small boat of ribs afloat in a blue lake that night
like cats fish massaging against its thighs
the next time i met you
i was directing traffic out of a storefront window
dried fish hung around my head like dead angels
that was seven thousand years ago
i saw you standing in front of the glass
and unzipped the door that was yours
you had with yourself the pleasure craft
you wanted to trade for dragon horn and ginseng
i can still see that light in your eyes
i'm still looking for a cord to that lightbulb
all our boats ride mechanically now
all our fish carry red plastic lanterns
from The Troubles (1993)
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
The Ban
the ban wasn't them and many groups are
politicians of power
artists quate security underground
contracts that stated the happy road
will until no
the board is mental
people could mccarthyism pression
ban on decision? stabbings?
the light keeps changing
think of me a lot of people
hurt
it seems someone question:
presence like money
isn't hollow
from The Troubles (1993)
Saturday, March 16, 2013
mickey mouse's nose
mickey mouse's nose
opens up a missle nose appears
his voice gets deeper pointlessly as
one sees sharp teeth
he gets down on all fours
wheels sprout
the voice threatens
the little red pants splotch insignia
everybody salutes
we have spent billions for this
and picnic our children on a hillside to watch
they play with their plastic cartoon characters
there is wind in the trees
the monster below us spins tries to keep up
its wheels seem mudproof
the crowd applauds
this circling
from The Troubles (1993)
Friday, March 1, 2013
Political Hope Poem
is
the building has to offer and
inhospitable weather
hand on the roof i know is no
is
turned to iron has to wink
a tyger's eye
the rest of this foreign see stormy
born is
and the golden age of drink
taste water flavor
and the fourth consecutive increase
the roof's monotony
you're back
lightning
you're back
but it was coming anyway
from The Troubles (1993)
Friday, February 15, 2013
After the Street Party
long walk
down the long block
after the street party
can't tell the difference between broken pottery
and the abstracted angles of moonshadowed trees
dinosaurs roam the lawns
in front of castles formed by moonlight
still you keep walking
all of the street barriers disappeared at nightfall
none of the common-sense predictions came true
at the end of the block there's a new park
you can see it now dusk's mists are gone
the party is history important as any
the name of the park is yet to be recorded
(2012)
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Influenza
all the doctors of the world
have come to your bedside
to analyze your influenza
they gather like flies at a stadium
to watch the game
discuss
concur
and shrug:
given the choice
the body chooses to remain fat
the great men rise and shake hands
promise to use the money
to study warfare on the moon
pose for photographers:
dragging their dead chickens after them
the doctors file into the street
from The Troubles (1993)
Friday, January 18, 2013
Sign of Belonging
excuse me for a
fly in the window
and an hour before the bus takes off
should i wear my curly wig?
will that stop the fire in the mountains?
alfred packer built a good car
but the muzak on the rock station
being beaten by his father
horrible that's ridiculous
let's pose
the fly's walking the sill outside the window trying
to get in
and people are looking
drinking coffee
still an hour before the bus takes off
couple walking out of the cafe
matching blue shoes
shows they bought them together
though hers are dirty now
his clean a sign of belonging
still an hour
from The Troubles (1993)
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Abstractions
i have drunk my own blues
i am drunk on them and your fury
i hate it that you may get killed
for no reason by a hand so like yours
that it might as well be your own
i hate it that you've made a wreck of your life
that you subvert your own fury with your own
ultimate silence
i hate it that your own dead body
shot or coked out
may lie on my doorstep or feet from it
i hate it that you may cause my death
as stupidly as you cause your own
i hate it that people glory in this
from The Troubles (1993)
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