the potatoes roll in through the doorway in a line roll not walk not quite balanced because they’re not symmetrical but they’ve found out they make fries here and they can’t stand not missing the action the line extends past sight going back to what was once defined as a farm it’s rush hour they’re going as fast as raw potatoes can wobble the cook’s wrists ache in anticipation the deep fryer bubbles like a fulfilled stomach the music roils hotly in their heads they dream they can dance to it and that wealth will come to them when they’re cooked gold and toastyfrom Some Coffeehouse Poems (2022)
Friday, December 20, 2024
The Entranceway
Friday, December 13, 2024
Sorrow Post -Trump
maybe tomorrow the four solar appearances we’ve missed will appear in the same sky in the same hour maybe tears will become rain again the hours you spent hurt crunched can fold in time to memory with only the pain of a cut hand in memory to remind you the skin of a scar is light and silvery a road to a new firmament where the stars show silvery and bright each star itself a sunfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Monday, December 9, 2024
After the Election (2028)
after the plague had passed halloween was over the suits of disease walked empty no survivors wanted to fill them streets no longer grew mad cars and the seeds of abandoned concrete began to sprout see that dog? he’s enjoying the excitement of a walk so full of scents of mystery who owned this car? why are all these people so happy? the seeds of concrete finally erupt as sculpture and it’s up to dogs to figure out which survivor planted which oneA version of this poem appeared in Trump Tics (2020)
Saturday, December 7, 2024
Style
sometimes his style of communication gets in the way when he says he wants to kill you you know you have to interpret that yourselffrom Trump Tics (2020)
Wednesday, December 4, 2024
Avoiding Being Overheard
the one waits at a table by the far wall looking at nothing for at least ten minutes finally the other one comes in nods greeting gets coffee sits down and they start talking in short sentences in a language i think i’ve never heard i ignore them then start to understand them it’s english all the words backwards the sun is out it’s gonna be hot all four women at the table next to mine are young energetic and excited about something that’s lively enough to be gone tomorrow i can’t catch exactly what they’re talking about the dictator has been in power for three years the two by the wall talk slowly and sparingly even language can creep awayfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Monday, December 2, 2024
Plumbing's Revenge
i must have looked manic searching all over the castle for the manuscript that held captive the last words of count dracula i knew they were mine to find even in the dimness of night because the ooze of centuries can’t take away the phrases everyone needs to know trump looked for his most meaningful phrases all over the white house mar a lago the former environs of everyone he’d ruined the throbbing ecstatic insides of his cellphone the slimy grit of his intestinal mind but he couldn’t find them at all and decided they must have been abducted but they still clung around more real than the statement of a fictional vampire bright day or dim night in the pipes leading from his golden toilet to the soft muddle of his dismal mind and back again flushed over and overfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Saturday, November 30, 2024
The Dictator's Radio
the coffin that sleep contained a car buzzes by like its eyes are closed i remember the obvious i hear something like a broadcast voice i remember the dream last night that told me to wake up that predicted this morning in terrifying clarity my eyes ache from the shrill light of dawn eyes drift down the sidewalk over paper cups of coffee let’s hope that bloodshot eyes will remember themselves the dictator’s radio hangs from your ears each step cold as if made in ice water your shoes coffins your destination frozenfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Monday, November 25, 2024
Donald's Pot Luck
donald trump took a bag of poisoned potato chips to the potluck the bottoms of his shoes sucked all the colors out of the carpet making it as white as a k k k hood meanwhile his minions added a layer of nazi-made bricks to the walls of the house now that i’m here he pronounced this event is yuge everybody is happy but he was the only one there because everyone else had fled as the bricks leaned inward and even the roof he’d held up with hot air started to collapsefrom Trump Tics (2020)
Friday, November 22, 2024
Astronomer of Truth
it comes every day the inexact night when the stars cluster more approximately than the constellations they taught you to see other days you think you remember as so much different from this one and the dog down the street should have told you but someone maybe him has been moving his bones around to where that future won’t find them your teachers should have told you your apple should have told you the flute that leads the dawn should have told you the stars themselves should have told you they’re all liars and now you’re looking at them wondering what they have to teach you nextfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Wednesday, November 20, 2024
Plea
almost toxic the kind of stuff taxis roll by my lawn is covered in make believe right now statue leans meaningfully on her hand as trucks roll past her tires that have been everywhere lend scent to a dog’s sense of meaning in the middle of all this there’s a dictator who is so evil and powerful that he cannot be taken as anything but literal he lives in a mansion three thousand miles from here but even his grin affects everything to deny this is to chance shortening your life and everyone else’s by decadesfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Monday, November 18, 2024
Outside the Gas Station
last night i dreamt that i was leaning up against a gas station wall the stars spun themselves into a pattern that formed the skeleton of piltdown man i felt all of my energy driven out of my veins like blood seeking refuge in nothingness the new sky stood almost fictional like the moment between pulses when you feel the possibility of death bones even bones that never existed even bones described as ancestral and sacred by the mouth of a petty dictator the stars seemed dried as dessicated wood i wonder if my very own bones still glisten if the world still pumps alive outside of sleepfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Friday, November 15, 2024
His Welcoming Smile
when the fat dictator smiles why do we all feel like skeletons gathered around a desolate fire that will gradually dry the last of life from us?from Trump Tics (2020)
Wednesday, November 13, 2024
Catullus Thinks of Donald Trump
"Spaniards/ use their morning urine/ for tooth wash." -- Catullus it doesn’t bother me at all that you clean your teeth with piss as orange as your hair rome is a republic clodia right now sits watching the street waiting for me by a window on the second floor of her husband’s mansion she does not think of you rome is a republic here settled in my favorite seat in an outdoor theater watching an awful play about gods i barely believe in i do not believe in you either o one of puffy eyes and hair of rotted straw that would shame a wild animal or even a barbarian the true order of things i do believe in that precludes you who would turn crowds mindless enough to riot before your games and after you came to power who think that the world is made for yourself while even my loves all of them do not think it is made for me so here i am watching some idiot on the theatre floor instead of writing love poems to my clodia she who may be the one who murders me before i’m thirty before the name caesar is anything but a family name before anyone with orange skin and hair of a texture that almost defines disease seeks by his presence to defame the name of anyone from any old roman family rome is a republicfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Monday, November 11, 2024
Within Sight
i wonder how to keep alive in political fogs like this try the bright eyes within clouds you need to remember your own bright eyes that they can live like fire in grief for you to be able to seefrom Trump Tics (2020)
Saturday, November 9, 2024
The Election of Death
how could you even pretend you had life on your mind when you voted for this guy? atmosphere that is deep and inscrutable humidity of your own anger your own tearsfrom Trump Tics (2020)
Thursday, November 7, 2024
Post-Election Fog 2024
windows blindfolded waiting for the execution even the sky is closed in fog the music on the radio is turned so low that no notes can get through there was an election light lost a ball of dead lead sits unsighted where there used to be sunA version of this poem appeared in Trump Tics (2020)
Sunday, October 20, 2024
Exchange
last night barry i saw you walk past the glass walls of the diner and in through the door as i talked with my boss who excused himself as you and i recognized each other you still looked twenty-three after these thirty-seven years yellow shirt brown jacket cowboy hat and the hair still almost yellow and delicate where it was bound in a ponytail you nodded got a coffee sat at the table where the boss had sat you were still twenty-three clear skin clean eyes robust self-assurance i was sixty and imagined myself desiccated i couldn’t imagine what to say to you we used to talk for hours together you sprawled and set your legs parallel to the table played with your mustache and took another sip been years you said here i was at the edge of old age and what had i really accomplished since i was young? here you were still the age you were when we met all future all coolness all good humor knowing that the gods still held you as their darling what could i say to you? what could you say to me? i finished my coffee and said i was due elsewhere over due really and you nodded and put your hat on the table i said good to see you then walked out the door you were still at the table snow crunched under my feet from Yew Nork (2014)
Wednesday, October 2, 2024
Epaulet
i caught sight and was on my way the building looked familiar appearing on doors and guys zones of affluence and poverty say my old neighborhood never looked so prosperous restaurant at then too store across the valley looking small crowds in their twenties it’s no longer the house of fire i remember laundromat and a small motel asleep calling it lunch my consciousness is made up of storefronts i go to a different one every night the haze seems static that way i like to stay there i stay on the same block for the rest of my life buses go by about three blocks from here my passport crawls up my sleeve to my shoulderfrom Yew Nork (2014)
Wednesday, July 31, 2024
My Ripped Shirt
a herd of crabgrass an elephant snake sneeze a philosophy of parthenogenesis from the collected giggle in your pocket a collusion of laundromats that the sneeze not be narrow that its path be epic and tropical that the word laugh be named specifically as law and that your satchel be not named chicken soup no murinated mountebank minnesinger imaginary amphibian hitchhiker entanglements of the liberty of roadmaps open decanter of the dilemma of mixed certainties let me sneeze as cosmically as i want log fossil cremation blue star octopus telegraph jibber jabber conflagration of hot work bench sweat sunset lawn chair of mouse and rat torsos trepidation of false furs at the counter of dimestore truth hilarious explosion of tea kettles at the last word of the gettysburg address the crown princess’ ruffles at the furthest edge of her dynasty’s solar system these petroglyphs are written in english ants swimming in fossilized water you’ve been singing them since babyhood my ripped shirt is having an anxiety attack flags wave wildest when wildflowered apes are waving them into their armpits and declaring it everybody’s national holiday as fireworks invent themselves out of sawdust and castle towers spurt glory openmouthed excitement and lust are mere curves on your roadmap their voice beyond idiocy their truth beyond believingfrom Yew Nork (2014)
Thursday, July 18, 2024
Armweary Traveler
the statue of liberty is much less impressive if people wear hats in front of you those eyes that remember everything that happened from the point of some choice that you made when you were twenty-two you the platform the laundry blesses you as it hangs across the torch and there you stand wearing california around your neck like an amulet it’s strange having california hanging from my neck now and it’s so huge you can’t move speaking those accents emotional threads wide as a treadmill obscuring every other direction then you’re big you’re supposed to choose then disappear the statue of liberty is much more impressed if you see it before it sees you then she looks then you think you’re so small you’re invisible so you carry coney island around in your pants pocket for your last day here she’ll spend her life in thrall to that image as you wave your torch in celebration and sink knee-deep in concrete and the statue keeps staring staring and blessed are the subways their clattered tempo slowing to become your heartbeat she’s been my friend most of the time since i’ve been back whatever of that beauty goes into your walk is worthwhile you’ve made your choice now you can’t get out of the way so please come back with me to my hotel room night doesn’t set here it made that decision when it first got out of college the city’s lights redefine night any time of the day and any day still sits still just west across the waterfrom Yew Nork (2014)
Friday, May 24, 2024
Moos
le t’sst art le aw ake with th e cows in theb ranch es the irs ong the hope that though they sing none of them lands on your shoulder theh opet hough that the ysing the ru mor sin the moo sic the mosaic chat terof it so perating sy stem lou den ough tos sing the moon the quiet relieved ex halations of birds such moos to hear it so lightly its vert i calm e ado wsfrom Yew Nork (2014)
Thursday, March 28, 2024
Fast as a New York Sonnet
down this horizonless sidewalk of coffee the buildings are supported by the doors of coffeehouses the sidewalk runs as fast as caffeine will carry it each step each stride each dance step its very own some day some say the free music will end and you’ll have to pay the piper for all the shoe soles you’ve worn out on these walks but you’ll only have to teach the piper a new tune noah’s ark landed in washington square park it landed there over and over again at least every five or ten years it landed but lots of times it rains and washes the old footprints away people forget about that even with coffee that’s why this place is so wonderfulfrom Yew Nork (2014)
Monday, January 29, 2024
Notes for Auto Bio
i take my pasts each examine them each in a sepia of its own dust through which i can see only when i look away one was college natural but sometimes it stressed once my father called me a communist drug addict and generations of hands came down in the flick of a half second’s time and decades later i found myself asking exactly whose political mechanics i’d betrayed and how many of his own ancestors my father was betraying in another i slogged on through thirty years of full-time work on the gravity of nothingness my fingerprints are all over its surface but the box seems completely hollow all but the details grown over by layers of mechanical dust seen through the stone age of my imagination as on the mechanical back of someone else’s android hand and the lifetimes of memories of people i’ve loved of your lives entangled with mine so many of you freed now in the mechanics of what could be called fate but is only a weird form of temporal physics and my rage that time’s just another machine with my and everybody else’s living meat throbbing like pain momentarily held within itfrom Auto Bio (2010)
Tuesday, January 2, 2024
Listen
listen to me i’ll listen to you i’ll try to listen to everyone who isn’t me if you will too so know then that we are all different joints on different fingers of the same hand and that there’s another hand as well that we have never heard of so listen listen if you speak i will listen so that both hands can speak and listen and move as two hands togetherWritten in late 2023
Saturday, December 2, 2023
Invitation (for Judy)
so walk with me along this ocean’s edge the island springs and rocks along the beachfront the cold wind houses noises makes the long walk reminiscent of other seasons when flowers sprang with faces of bedeviled carnivores at war have you tasted the ice cream? smoky clouds still numb away the horizon quicksand and a sputtering ocean knick-knacks lined across the harbor to talk about dream is silly as steam evanescent in the warming weather someone has been bouncing bare toes on the beach someone has been making sea lion sounds at the hot dog stand someone has been celebrating weather by reinventing it a long leap for landmass and a lush dance of sand a trill a thrill a leap of words and bodies a reanimation of the whole soul hallelujah i love you sofrom Auto Bio (2010)
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